Hola a todos!
Well, this is it. I've been thinking about what I am going to say and to be
honest, I don't even think I have the words! Finishing the mission has been
probably one of the hardest, most emotional things ever. It is absolutely
incredible to me how fast time goes - I feel like I just entered the mission
field yesterday and it is crazy to think that it has already passed! But of
course, something that the Lord has taught me in the mission and especially
these past few days is that he doesn't just need full-time missionaries for a
couple of years, but he needs disciples forever. I will be forever grateful for
the time I had to serve as a full-time missionary. It's something that I truly
don't ever want to stop doing, and it's hard to think that I'll be leaving a
place I've come to love so much and people that I adore! In these past 18 months
I've learned A LOT of things haha more than I think I can count! But more than
anything, I've truly seen and felt how much our Heavenly Father loves us. It's
completely mind-blowing and yet so simple! We have a Father in Heaven who loves
us with a love more deep than we can understand. Sometimes, we might think, why
don't I feel it? He must not love me because I don't seem to be receiving any
blessings. But, that's just what Satan wants us to think - trust me. And it's
not true! In our times of trial, in our times of despair, Heavenly Father is
just waiting and waiting and pleading that we will just turn to Him! And when we
do that, when we recognize all the small blessings, when we take that step of
faith, we realize that He is always by our side and never leaves. The secret
(not that it is or ever has been) is faith. Everyday for the past 18 months I've
had to put it into practice - and let me say that it wasn't always easy! There
were some days where literally I would just think, why? Where's the progress?
Where are the miracles? What should we do? Rarely did I ever receive a direct
answer, and so I had to act on faith! And I will be forever grateful for that,
because I learned to truly rely on the Lord and take a step of faith. I testify
that faith works. It's an eternal principle, even the first principle of the
Gospel of Jesus Christ. I testify that he lives and that he loves us. That he
came to earth, preached the Gospel, lived a perfect life, atoned for us and was
resurrected! As I've studied about the Restored Gospel I've come to realize
truly how important our Savior is. We literally cannot to anything without him!
So we are very wise to strive to live how he lived, and I promise you, there is
joy in living the Gospel! I know with all of my heart that Heavenly Father
restored the true Gospel and that Joseph Smith was a prophet of God!! The
priesthood has been restored and we can know that families are forever!! In the
mission, there has been nothing more sweet than to testify of forever families!
Another thing that I will never be tired of saying is that we have a living
prophet today that is guiding us! He does receive revelation from God! The Book
of Mormon is true. There is such a powerful spirit when you read it!! Prayers
are heard, and miracles do happen. We have all been called to preach the Gospel
to everyone!! I promise that there is nothing greater that we can do!! Never
give up on the Gospel of Jesus Christ, it is WORTH IT!! It is all worth it, no
matter what happens. There are blessings God wants to give us if we just turn to
Him. I'm grateful for Him and for His love.
Thank you for all the love and support given!! I have truly felt many
prayers for me, and for the people here. Can't believe I'm saying this, but see
you soon!!
Love,
Hermana Holt
My beautiful Dominicans
Hermana Halling
Oh, ya know, just getting some avocados after church
Hermana Patino with Hermana Dora
Hermana Silvia who went contacting with us
Mi Hermana Quenia
With Hermana Marte and Lauriana
The Logsdons-the sweetest family
With Vivian Logsdon
It was hard saying goodbye-Hermana Giovanna